The Me From The Past, Now, and In The Future

Ok, so I was asked to write something about myself, again. This would be the second time I write about myself since 2 years ago. It was the very first task that was given to me as a highschooler. I don't wanna blabbering too much since I do need some privacy. And since you guys can just re-read my old post to know about the general info of myself, I'll just write a little bit about me.

Ei! My full name is Moch Nabil Farras Dhiya. You can either call me Nabil or Farras, but since Farras can lead into a misunderstanding, I'd rather be called Nabil, or whatever suits you will do just fine. I was born in Tasikmalaya on January 15, 2003. I just turned 16 year last month, yey. Now, I'm living in Bandung. I won't give you my address, pakyo stalker. I used to love playing games, but since I quit playing games since last year, so now I don't really have any particular hobby, except slacking off all day long.

My family has 11 members, including pets. I have a pair of normal parents, an older and younger brother, a couple of rabbits, a cat and 3 kitties. I have fish pond in my house but since it's a bother to count their numbers, I won't include them. Ok, let's get serious.
Both my father and mother are currently working as a civil server. As of now, my father works in Pontianak, while my mother works in Bandung. My older brother is 3 years older than me and now is on his second year in a certain university in Bandung. As for my younger brother, he's 6 years younger than me and now is on his third year in elementary school. My family doesn't have any peculiar background, you see. I won't give the specific detail, but I can asure you that our field of works are different.

Next, about me. I don't really pay any attention about what people said about me but I remember some called me smart, annoying, stingy, and such. Well, under some circumtances, I can be both annoying and kind, stingy and generous, smart and idiot. People are like that. I think the majority of human being are not completely stuck on certain "point", they may be like that but it's not like they can't be the opposite of it, you know. I'm just the same. Ok next, As for my look, I'm confidence enough to tell you that from a scale of 10, it's below than 5, meaning it's seriously below average. For the supporting evidence of my statement, I have this one friend from XI 4, and he often told me that I'm below average, and I do agree with him :p

As for speaking skill, I'm confidence enough about my speaking skills because I'm already used to speaking in front of the others since Junior High School, and I learnt a lot from the grown ups. Even so, until I write this post, as of February 24, 2019 at 5:58 PM, I never, even once, join any kind of organization, except Trilogy. But I won't call myself as one of the member because I already decided to quit Olympiad because I don't wanna stuck in the school until almost dusk. I have other reasons too, but I won't mention it here.

When I was little, I often join many kinds of competition, whether it's dancing, singing, fashion show, etc. I don't have any intention to boast here, but I often won the competition. But since I enter elementary school, I barely join any competition, whether it's the same kind of competition or olympiad competition. I don't find it interesting anymore. Even so, when I enter Senior High School, I suddenly felt this urge to join OSN, Idk why. That's why I participated on it at Physics and gladly, I passed the city selection. Even so, I wasn't able to get into the National since I didn't passed the Province' one.

Since I barely join any competition and club at school until now, I can devote my life as a go-home club member. Because of that, I've a hard time opening up with some people I'm not familiar with since I'm almost on guard all the time.

At school, there are are only 4 things that I love, which is Math Test, Physics experiment, Break time, and go home bell. Especially the last one, it's so satisfying to hear. It resonates through every student's ears, including mine.

Well, since I've told you guys about the past and the current me, I'd like to tell you about what the future me has on store. I don't want to describe it so detail so I'll try to sum it up in about 4 sentences. So basically, as I said on the previous post, I don't have any intention on becoming some CEO of certain company, doctor, or whatever it is. I just want to live my life as a normie office worker with a decent family and died at some point. Some people might think it's a waste of talent, but I think they miss the point here. We only live here interim, we'd soon died and then the eternal journey will begin, that's the main point. But if I've to really name one, I'd say I wanna be an Actuary or Astrophysicist, but I'm more into Actuary for several reasons. The first, I've watched too much animes that I might got influated by it. Why? Because in most of the animes that I watched, the protagonist and the people around him were wearing black suit and preparing to go to their offices. So that kinda made me think something like, "Oh, an office worker might be cool". The second, I'm into Mathematics and I love my laptop. So I'd want a job that involves those two. Lastly, I went to this seminar that was held in my school when I was at 10th grade, where the speaker of the seminar, who came from Canada or something, said how cool and promising to be an Actuary is. And surprisingly, the number of Actuary in Indonesia is quite low, and they need it very bad. So yeah, I think this job is suited for me.

To get there, I'd have to enter the Faculty of Science from some university that has an Actuary program, like ITB and ITB. Well, my plan is to get selected for SNMPTN to enter one of those university. I haven't made my total decision about it, since there are the plus and minus points I must consider. For example, ITB is a good university and it isn't that far from my home. But IPB is currently the university that produce the best Actuary in Indonesia, so if I enter that university, I'd have to move out by myself, which is not really my thing. Well, putting that aside, I have a bigger dream, which is entering a university in Japan, like Toudai, which is the most famous university in Japan, Kyoto University, Waseda University, etc. To be honest, I don't really mind which university since the fact that I'm studying in Japan is already good enough for me. My actual plan is that after I got accepted at one of those university by SNMPTN, I'd like to apply a scholarship to study abroad. So, even if I won't make it at the selection, I can still study here in Indonesia.
After I got my bachelor degree, I hope to apply for another scholarship for my post graduate program in Japan, so that after I graduated again, I can start working at some company there in Japan.

Ok, that's all I think. I already wrote too much for just a single task even tho' I said "a little" in the beginning, so I'll end it here.
Farewell, eh.